December 2010
goodbye 2010
last night i was looking back at how fast this year has gone, and i made a list of some of the most memorable moments;
january; got my job at the dubois village and met some cool people turned 17, and had a ‘suprise’ birthday party from my best friend
february;
semi formal, which was a complete blast on valentines day i made sam a romantic dinner
march;
sam’s 18th birthday,...
i love
life
<3
day 30
my highs and lows of the past month; highs; spending time with friends sam came home for a month, (not leaving until january 16) work, seeing some of my favorite residents being more confident laughing a lot more loving life celebrating one year with my love <3
lows; anxiety and stresscrying on christmas eve & christmas day due to my mother being a complete ungrateful bitch not working...
day 29
goals for the next 30 days well, i will be turning 18 on january 11th, just getting that out there. i’d like to get back in shape, but that probably won’t be happening anytime soon, but i can at least try. i want to take more pictures because i haven’t really taken any since winter started. i wish i had more people to take pictures of. and another goal would be to start my new...
day 28
very busy day yesterday, did not have time for this. but now i do. something that i miss; my dad, childhood, that pure innocence, being carefree. i miss it all
day 27
a problem that i used to have; well, i used to have a problem with self mutilation. i cut myself quite a bit back in the day. i thought it would heal the emotional pain i was dealing with, but it didn’t. it only made things worse. ever since april 2007, when i cut eight cuts up my left arm, i only cut myself one other time. and it wasn’t very big. just a little swift movement of...
day 26
what kind of person attracts me;
:)
I
am so blessed<3
day 25
someone who fascinates me and why; this one person who fascinates me happens to be one of my favorite singers. her name is Tracy Chapman, and she’s african american. her voice is so calming and like nothing i’ve ever heard before. and a lot of her songs have to do with civil rights, peace, and equality. i have this friend that is african american and some of her songs remind me of...
there's nothing i hate more
than hiccups i’ve been sitting here in my yearbook class for the past ten minutes trying to get rid of them. i tried everything, and it wasn’t until i hiccuped one last time and rankus laughed, making the rest of my class laugh, including myself, (about six people total). and then they went away. thank god.
day 24
my favorite movie and what it’s about
well, i have two favorite movies. Click and Across the Universe. but i’ll talk about Click because it has one of my favorite actors, Adam Sandler. it takes place with an average american family, two parents and two kids. a boy and a girl. the husband is a busy man, having a job that takes up the majority of his time. and he’s pretty...
day 23
five celebrities who i think are attractive;
day 22
how have i changed in the past two years? this is a good question, and it would take me a while to answer it. two years ago i was in tenth grade. i was pretty naive and thought the boyfriend i had at the time was ‘my true love’. yeah, after breaking up four, five, six times, i realized he wasn’t. he was a piece of shit that treated me like shit. but still, i remained to stay...
day 21
one of my favorite shows; well, i have three favorite shows.
full house, two and a half men, and la ink
day 20
How important I think education is In my opinion, if you want to make it anywhere in life you will need some sort of education. Whether that’s a high school diploma, GED and/or some experience in college. If you want your dream career, go to college. That’s all I can say. And i’m not judging drop outs because one of my best friends, sarah, is a drop out. But she had a...
day 19
disrespecting your parents i guess this would be my views on the matter well for one thing, ever since my dad passed away i’d get so pissed off at my friends if they yelled at their dad or disrespected him. i remember crying the one day to my friend to tell her to be nicer to her dad because she’ll never know when he’ll pass. well let’s just say that girl and i...
day 18
i’m doing this one because i’m a day behind my beliefs;
i believe in god, but i don’t believe in everything in the bible i believe in miracles i believe in myself, on good days i believe in karma, what goes around comes around i believe in fate, and soulmates i believe in honesty i believe in a thing called love (love that song)
day 17
my highs and lows of this past year; highs; deciding to date sam mosco falling in love, even though i was afraid at first, i just couldn’t fight the feeling finally telling jon to back the fuck off my life getting a good job meeting new good people buying myself a nice camera and lens getting accepted into my dream school lows; my mother’s mood swings julia being a little bitch hannah...
day 16
my views on mainstream music; i like some of it i dislike some of it there you go.
day 15
my favorite tumblrs;
this one is kind of stupid, not going to lie. i follow my friends and that’s about it.
yeah.
day 14
my earliest memory; i don’t exactly have the best memory, but i do remember this one day in kindergarten. every day we’d have snack time, where we get crackers/cookies, and a choice of milk or orange juice. well i drank chocolate milk every single day, well the one day it made me sick. and i threw up the chocolate milk in my hand. i think tyler pearce was sitting next to me, and he...
day 13
somewhere i’d like to visit and/or move i would absolutley love to visit Torino, Italy. that’s where my grandpa’s family came from. i talk to my distant cousins fabio and marco on facebook all the time. i wish i had darker hair like they do. it’s fabulous. i’d love to move to one of the carolinas. i always wanted to move somewhere warm and they seem like fabulous...
day 12
my day; woke up around 4am, as always
go back to sleep until 6:25
slowly get out of bed
get some christmas captain crunch
get annoyed by mom bitching about something
finish eating captain crunch
straighten my hair
do makeup
find clothes to wear at last minute
hannah takes me and julia to school
worked on the political science board game
messed around with oil pastels in drawing II
...
gahhh
i’m in english class right now we’re supposed to be filling out note cards for our senior paper, but of course i am not. i’m just sitting here reading articles on yahoo. i need to do laundry when i go home, that is on my to-do list for today. i’m really bored.
day 11
ten songs; rainy day - 10,000 maniacs a candlelit dinner with inamorta - asking alexandria b.y.o.b. - system of a down like a knife - secondhand serenade mountains o’ things - tracy chapman venice queen - red hot chili peppers yeah! - lil jon worst december - sugarcult woke up this morning - nickelback everyone - backstreet boys i have a wide range of music that i enjoy listening to
day 10
discuss your first love and first kiss; i will talk about my first kiss real quick because it’s easy to remember. in eighth grade i started to reconnect with a guy i was real close with during elementary school. we would talk every day in ‘enrichment’ as they called it. the one day he asked me to be his girl, and i was like ‘omgggg, totally.’ so, yeah. i...
day 09
how i hope my future will be like; well, i really hope a future is in store for me. like, that i won’t die young. i want to live my life to the fullest. i really want my grandpa to be there when i get married, since my dad can’t. i think it would be the cutest wedding ever. i really don’t think too much about marriage, and i’m alright with that. eventually i’d...
day 08
A time you felt satisfied with your life - this whole past year sam and i started dating almost a year ago, and everything just kept getting better he showed me what it was like to honestly love someone unconditionally. i’ve had so much fun this whole past year, except for the month of april when my anxiety hit me pretty hard around this time last year i was scared to love again, due to the...
day 07
my zodiac sign; capricorn.
Strengths; Hard working, responsible and reliable, loyal and sincere, strong willpower and resolve Weaknesses; Introvert, a little obstinate, cannot accept authority, short tempered
I agree with the strengths and weaknesses of a capricorn. I am hardworking once I set my mind on something. I’m also responsible, which is why I don’t waste my life...
day 06
30 interesting facts about myself; 1. my favorite colors are green, red, and purple 2. i have three sisters; two older, one younger 3. i used to deliver newspapers; from june 05-january 07 4. i currently work at the dubois village; dietary aide 5. i have an adorable boyfriend who i love A LOT 6. my favorite animals are cats, preferably domestic cats 7. my favorite movies are click and across the...
something that annoys me
“hi, i have a camera and i looooove photography.”
bitch, gtfo. photography is an art, and you’ve been into it for a day. just because you can simply take a picture with your shitty camera does not make it special. oh, and putting your name on it doesn’t make it any better. and those people who ‘over-edit’ their pictures, and get good credit for it piss me...
a point & shoot camera that i want →
just a smaller camera to bring around with me one that i can carry in my pocket
day 05
a time where i thought about ending my life
eighth grade. & it was a horrible year for me, although it had its good times.
after my dad got diagnosed with cancer and around the end of summer after seventh grade i started cutting myself here and there. i would cry and think to myself, why does my dad have to be the one to go through that pain? i felt really sad for him, and nothing i...
hey followers;
sam has tumblr now, and he needs some followers;
http://sam-mosco.tumblr.com/
day 04
my views on religion; i’m a christian. i’ll just get that out there. but most importantly, i’m not one that will shove ‘religion down your throat’. i rarely ever talk about the religion, more about the morals. over the past year i’ve let my own will come out more, but not forgetting god. i’m not big on going to church, i never have been. but i do go...
in math class today,
i wrote down a list of the people from the high school that i’ll actually miss when i graduate. SHORTEST LIST I’VE EVER WRITTEN